Not done with this yet!

I'm finally back in school and i'm loving every moment of it... It took me a while to finally realize what I want to do with my life. I guess you have to make a lot of mistakes before you finally wake up and do something to make it happen. It's been hard, because I'm a working student! Looking back, i realize that everything happens for a reason.... All i had to do was to face it and not be afraid of moving forward....

me with my surgical gown in lab

ms. determined

i love school

katie, alma and kendra

me and shelley at potluck!!!!

men are confusing as women

men can be so confusing like women... they're complicated like hell... just as you thought, everything will be okay and then out of the blue, they start not talking to you... and you have the "talk," then all of sudden you find out that the guy doesn't want to be labeled as a boyfriend because he don't want the obligations... grrrrrr.... why do i find men like that!?

i'm complicated like that

i read an article about how a person could be addicted to love, it turns out i was one of them! i go from a relationship to another, not having a break and i fall easily in love! i was avoiding my own issues! being single now, i've discovered somewhat who i am and what i want in life ( i said "somewhat")... i'm enjoying my life now, i'm finally being independent and doing my own thing! but it doesn't mean there is no someone.

there's this guy that i've been hanging out with for the past few months, it's been pretty cool... he knows that i like him and i think he likes or else he wouldn't be wasting his time coming over to my place and what not... we had a few bumps but now i think everything is cool... i'm just going with the flow, i've decided not to rush into things. i don't want to force him into something that he doesn't want to do. i mean i like how things are going...

but.......... there's these bunch of guys that i've been talking to as well... but no matter how much i talk to them, i still think of that other person that i really like! but i really don't want to focus on one guy because we haven't discussed about "us" at all... so i'm still going to do what i've been doing!

my life

For the past 2 days, I had one of those mood where I just felt alone. But then I realized that everything happens for a reason and that I will somehow find happiness. I just have to figure what I want in life in general and everything will just follow through. I don't want to stress about wanting to be in a relationship, i'm seeing someone right now but I don't want to make the same mistake again. So i've decided to take it slow. Don't need to rush things for now simply because I don't want to be in a serious relationship. I'm afraid to get hurt again.

The last time someone broke my heart, I ended up being kind of homeless. All I had was car and my clothes. Luckily, my parents live in the same state. I stayed with them for about 2 months until I found my own place. I'm finally being independent! It's hard, but i'm loving it because I can do whatever I want without anyone telling me how I should run my life!

my weekly horoscope

one thing you don't know about me, i read tarot cards and astrology books. i started doing that beginning of this year. it's been quite helpful, it gave me a positlve outlook in life. i don't depend on them but it's just nice to know... i'm going to start putting my weekly horoscope and after that, i'll let y'all know what happens...

thursday(april 17)- by late this afternoon, you may feel at your wit's end with the people around you. it seems that everyone is jockeying for your attention. take time for yourself this evening, taurus.

friday(april 18)- delegate at work. you'll need to do it because you're shouldering more than your share of responsibility. this evening, you get together with friends or coworkers and take in an art exhibit or art film.

saturday(april 19)- you're balancing two sides of an equation, or trying to, at any rate. but things just don't add up. wait until the moon moves into your sign to make a final decision or determination. what you really need is some peace and quiet.

sunday(april 20)- the moon enters your opposite sign ery early this morning. your emotion crank up; good or bad, you're an intense and passionate person. you'll fight whatever in justices you see. it's a full moon, and despite tensions early in the day, you're in a mood for romance.

monday(april 21)- your partner needs more of your time and energy. even if you feel overwhelmed by this need, flow with it. the best way to help is to turn yourself over to someone else whose needs are greater than your own.

tuesday(april 22)- you are called upon to share your resources with someone else. whether it's a friend or family member in need, you're there for that individual. on other fronts, you may be concerned about your partner's financial resources. don't be. this feeling will pass in a few days.

wednesday(april 23)-every so ofter, you catch glimmers of the big picture concerning a personal or professional relationship. but how can you delve more deeply into these glimmers? meditation might help. even divination could provide clues.